i remember those days when i use to proclaim to others how much i liked change. i loved seeing new stuff, meeting new people, moving, switching schools, getting new jobs, trying new sports, being random, etc. etc. it was all just a bunch of fun to me. well, now i am learning about a whole different kind of change and to be totally honest it struggles huge. its that uninvited change. the changes that i didn't jump into on my own will. the ones that just kinda happened whether i liked it or not. and in this case, i dont - not at all. changes aren't easy. im done proclaiming a love for change, maybe for variety but not for change.

current perspective - - a result of temporary focus on the loss.

coming soon: lots of smiles and a great semester with some pretty sweet friends and a kick-butt awesome savior!

is anyone else as psyched to go back to school as i am?!?!

i am SO ready to be back at school and with my kick-butt awesome friends!